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We gingen naar de dienstdoende apotheek, Lief en ik. Onze eigen vertrouwde medicatieverstrekker sluit haar deuren dagelijks om half zes. Dat ergerde me, ik heb er een hekel aan om naar een andere apotheek te rijden. Maar ik moest mijn Lithium en Seroquel halen. Stelt u toch eens voor wat er zou gebeuren als ik mijn anti-psychoticum niet zou innemen. Wellicht zou ik weer mensen zien, doorslaan in een manie of voor een trein springen. “Wist je dat je van langdurig gebruik van Lithium depressief kunt worden?”, vroeg de apothekersassistente. Ik haatte de sensationele gloed in haar lelijke bruine ogen. Ze gaf toe dat het nieuwsgierigheid was en dat ze niet begreep dat mijn psychiater me niet goed voorlichtte. “Wij zijn prima voorgelicht”, was Lief me kordaat voor. We pakten de doosjes waar pillen voor gekken inzaten en verlieten het pand. Uiteraard deed ik de volgende dag mijn beklag bij mijn psychiater. Wat denkt die Muts wel. Die stomme apothekersassistente. Ik duim voor haar ontslag.
Gisteravond at ik een halve tablet Seroquel. Vanochtend draaide mijn bed. Ik begaf me in een superhippe draaimolen waarin ik voor het laatst zat toen ik acht Tequila had gedronken. Wazig liep ik naar het toilet. Het zou ongeveer acht uur zijn. De schrik sloeg me om het hart toen de klok me venijnig liet zien dat het half twaalf was. Zuchtend zette ik koffie en leunde met mijn hoofd op mijn handen toen ik aan de keukentafel zat.
Ik lijk wel een patiënt.
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Hang in there.
Ow meissie,
Herkenbaar.
Ik slikte een pil en werd om jalf 6 sávonds wakker terwijl ik echt 18 uur daarvoor die pil jad geslikt.
ach, je moet ‘t maar zo zien;
‘n ander betaald zich blauw,
bij z’n plaatselijke dealerin het illegale circuit
om aan zo’n trip te komen…
Met die bijzondere wekker aan of uit?
@Anders: Hahahaha! Briljant. Zelf dacht ik ook ooit zoiets, maar om het nu hier te lezen, fantastisch. You make my day!
@Patchwork: uit. Hij is een beetje kapot en mijn liefje gaat die maken. Toch, liefje?
Ik hoop dat je je snel wat beter gaat voelen. En zolang je je niet goed voelt, gewoon aan toegeven. Het is niet voor niets. Negeer de signalen van je lichaam niet. En als je moe bent lekker in bed gaan liggen en proberen uit te rusten. Veel sterkte!
Typisch Carice zou ik zo denken… die slotzin bedoel ik
Die reactie van Anders vond ik schitterend en passend bij jouw humor.
Mijn vriendin zou ook zo reageren. Ben blij dat zij een goed gevoel voor humor heeft.
Maar droom je dan niet meer? Dit lijkt meer op bewusteloosheid…….
apothekersassistenten, woonbegeleidsters, ergotherapeuten……..wazige ‘beroepen’, men!
Leuk spul he, Seroquel?
Ik heb het ooit voorgeschreven gekregen, in een, aldus de psychiater, ‘homeopathische dosering’.
’s Ochtends 1, ’s avonds 1. Mooie onschuldig ogende roze tabletjes.
Ik moest er elke ochtend om 5 uur voor opstaan om na het onmiddellijke volgende coma nog iets van mijn dag te kunnen overhouden.
Sterkte. Ik denk aan je.
Ik lees je logjes trouw. Het gaat niet echt best me je
En dan laat ik ook nooit meer iets van me horen…
Toch denk ik hier vandaan wel aan je hoor! Ik hoop dat je je snel weer iets minder patient voelt en iets meer jezelf. x
ik ken het middel niet, maar zo te lezen… sterkte idd. er komen (weer) betere tijden !
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